I am technically supposed to go home on the 17th of November which is supposed to be 12 days from today.
Then the exam days came out.
The exam is on the 19th.
Then I was like, okay I shall move the date of my flight to the 25th.
Then as of today, it was 20 days.
Then I received the email of death.
I unfortunately was not successful at my viva.
So technically I failed it yesterday.

I really doubt myself now.
I was so confident when practising my speech.
Then when it came to my viva.
I just stumbled.
I stumbled so bad.
I failed.
Now.
Home seems so far away.
I'm really scared.
I don't know what to think anymore.