Disappointed in people.
Disappointed in mankind.
Disappointed in people who think that I am such a person
Disappointed in myself.
What have I done to make people feel this way?
It's like, I thought people knew for real the kind of person I really am.
I speak my mind.
I mean, why does it feel so hard to fit into this world.
I am almost tolerant of the hurtful things people say to me.
But when I say something out loud, about what I'm a firm believer in.
People get mad.
People get upset.
People misunderstand.
Do you really think I am a pushover?

It's very tiring to be human amongst people who don't understand you.
I'm really exhausted.

I miss home.
I miss my friends.
I miss people who understand me.
I miss people that are able to know what I'm thinking without me saying it out loud.
I miss my family.
I miss everything that is not here with me now.