I swear this has got to be the hardest part about hall life.
Here I am trying to mind my own business, and there they are, PEOPLE. WHO. STOLE. MY. MILK. FROM.THE.COMMON.FRIDGE.
It was labelled and it was 2L, what excuses do these people have man. Like seriously.
2nd time food has gotten stolen from the fridge.

Some issues happened, and I cried so hard yesterday because it was all a prank.... NOT.
Okay, that part has been resolved. But I can't help but feel some sort of discrimination on our part.
Why does this only happen to us. I mean so what if we're asians, it's not like I stole your food or anything. Why why why.

Received so much love since last night, with happy food packages left outside my door.
Really thankful for my hallie family :')
They're really making life here a lot better.
I love you guyzz
xx Will someone please tell me what's wrong?
Well lets see.
Now my timetable is so free compared to what I had in poly, how is it that I can't seem to get anything done?
Last time travelling to and fro sp took about an hour each, and once I got home, I still had time to watch tv and nap and play with Princess and catch up tv and all that. I still managed to find time to do productive studies and complete my assignments.

Well, over here its the total opposite!
I have like an hour of lesson.
I come back.
Eat a quick lunch.
Spend the whole afternoon doing the same-o-thing.
I don't find my arvo productive at all.
I definitely find myself spending a whole of time doing my assignments rather than studying.
In fact I rather study then do my assignments.
I can get so exhausted so easily.
Where did my time go.
I haven't even watched my bones and himym in a freaking long time.
At the rate that I feel that it's not even worth my time because I'm forever working on the same assignments.

In the past, I had so little time but I could accomplish so much more.
Now, I feel that I have all the time in the world, but I can't achieve and accomplish as much.
What is uni doing to me?
Is it because I live on campus?
That school is just a 15 minutes walk away through and fro?
I mean I can literally get back from classes in a jiffy.
Spend a whole lot more time trying to do work, when I can actually go out and have fun?

Can someone feel my agony please.
I wish I knew what was happening to me now, before its too late.

So while all forms of social media have truckloads of dedications to their moms, and updates about how they're celebrating their mothers' day, I belong to a group of people far away from home.Wishing that my mother was close to me right now.

It's been a hell of a week since school started. I know I always emo and rant and complain about how homesick I am. Because I still am.
Even though I whatsapp home every single day, it's just that bad.

I feel so distant here, I don't have mom to rant to.
Facing a different group of people here all by myself.
Sometimes I can't even be myself.

I know I can't be reliant on anyone, too reliant. Sometimes when I show my true colours, or just being the person that I am. People just put me down, or do something else.
Why should I change the way I am just for someone else.
My pillow just got taken away by KC, damn it. I want my pillow back. ARGHHHH.
I wish things would stop now and go back to the way they were.

I know everyone is leading their own happy lives back home in Sg. But I'm really missing everything now, and I'm yearning for some comfort food.

Happy Mother's Day. Thank you for everything. I swear to you I'm so tired I really need my sleep.
But I can't because I have so much work to complete.
My bed is literally staring at me right now.
I very much want to crawl into bed and sleep my ass off.
But I think about the amount of work that never gets done, if I don't get started on it and I die a little inside.
I wish my essay could write itself.
I wish I had like 48 hours in a day.
I wish my family was here with me.
I wish I was a stronger person.