i don't see why our hard work should be given to you when you haven't done a single thing.
really.
is this even fair?
we slog our guts out.
and you?
i don't know.
excuses all the time.
don't know what to believe now.

sharing session
let everything out
not everything
still got alot
hahaha
touchy situations.

okay. now i'm scared.
that i have to actually think on the spot tomorrow.
but i'll take it as a learning experience.
i can do this.
i really can.
oh great.
thats not convincing.
i can do it.
i'm clarissa tang.
i just need to do some extra reading.
drink chicken essence in the morning. (shit thats not possible, it'll increase red red flow)
i can do it.
whats going to happen.
heres what's going to happen.
my face will be burning as always since its a freakin' presentation.
oh, and suddenly maybe mind blank, thats why i need my facts to back me up.
my brain.
i rely on you greatly.
don't fail me.
where there will be many people oogling, no staring at you
especially when you're going to be the last group
and everyone just wants you to get yours over and done with so that they can go home quickly.
it'll be rushed.
hopefully cool.
meaning, postponed to friday.
bleah.
you dream too much clarissa.
too much monologue here.
okay. i can do this.i've said this many times.
who actually reads this anyway.
ahhahaha.
i can.
i believe my teammates will help me along right?????? i hid myself in the room, closed the door and window, and suffocating myself with no other form of ventilation except the fan.
thats because.
theres a cockroach in the next room, and i'm avoiding it. nothing else
ENG VRS GERMANY
ARGENTINA VRS MEXICO. i wonder
if tomorrow will be a good day. Went to the dentist yesterday.
I reitertate. I HTAE GNIOG TO THE DSITNET!
thats because.
they keep telling me my teeth isn't straight
and ask me to put braces.
they are so rough with my sensitive teeth.
i'm still recovering for the trauma of grabbing the chair when those weird stuff go into my mouth and clean my teeth.
i squirm at the thought of have 4 or more teeth extracted!
like eeeeyyyyyer.
its freaking expensive, and its probably the price you'll have to pay for braces.
my gran says its bullshit.
these dentists just want to make money out of a person's yearning for perfectionism.
hahahahahahhaha.
i don't know.
i'm happy the way i am.
i hope you'll accept me for who i am.
the money can be put to better use okay.
like paying for a holiday or something else.
its just my teeth!
and it ain't a necessity.
hahahaha i'm done ranting.
back to applied nutrition and biochem.


zizi, tomorrow i'm celebrating father's day.
so i can't support you for your competition.
after tomorrow.
you'll know that all your training has been worth it!
you'll unleash your superwoman strength and win the race!
butttttttt
if you don't win!
it'll be an experience.
its yi ju liang de.
i'm not being pessimistic!
all the best!!!! jia you jia you! Okay. Before I forget.
zizi you owe me $3.60. wuwu and i just finished counting money.
hahahahhaha.
its tiring.
but yar.

Listening to love song by rain.
Doing the rain dance.
Going out to buy ingredients to practise on.
test which one nicer.
Then i'm going to compile everything.
do my data sheet.
study biochem

oh. did i say? brag?
I tidied my study room.
And my cupboard.
and i'm so proud of myself.
threw out alot of clothes.
time to replace those clothes!
mummy's taking us shopping on thurs.
ayee, that sale at xxxx la.
she's a card holder mah
then friday.
i'm going to a dentist. like finally after 4 years.
tsssk, much yellowing i think.
probably going to spend a Okay.
I'm back home.
I'm sleepy.
Just got back from a wake.
I don't even know the person.
I'm thinking.
I should start on my assignments already right?
Sigh.
School's starting soon.
In a week.
After 2 nights of action packed nights.
Because of worldcup.
Its dying down now.
Till the semi finals.
This year's worldcup very unpredictable.
The superpowers aren't getting in.
Many dark horses.
The tables may be turned.
Who will win this year's world cup?
I don't know. HAHHAHAHAHA

But this has generated interest in me.
I now know MORE players!
Ok thats random.
I don't really watch soccer.
But i watch WORLDCUP.
So bear with me.
Its once every 4 years. I'm starving.
I'm hungry.
Sleepover at Twins' place.
I'm craving chicken nuggets and popcorn chicken and any chicken with skin.
Germany lost to Serbia, GOSH how can that happen!
The referee was so kanasai! He gave out yellow card for every damn thing.
And he sent off the Klose, the great striker with a red card! Like wth.
Thats how Serbia won.
USA vrs Slovakia, tied. The 3rd goal for usa could have been really good.
But the referee passed it off as offside.
So they were tied.
SO i'm so sad.
Its so unpredictable.
The teams that i'm supporting aren't coming in.
Now i'm waiting for the 2.30am match to begin.
I'm starving.
Sherm's cocked out and omg, she just snored.
Damn funny.
Sheena and I are left.
Eating fishie biscuits in replacement of macs.
Stupid ziyuan showed me a picture of chicken nuggets when i'm so craving for them. He owes me macs.
I'm thinking of breakfast now.
Its 1.42am.
Just about 45 more minutes to the England vrs Algeria match.

Daddy says england must win, in order to proceed.
I'm wishing they do.
time will tell.
In exactly 45 minutes.

Now i'm off to eat my fishies (biscuit)

Labels: snorrrrre

Woohoo baby!
I'm going to get to watch this match.
Like i promised my dad.
I told him, i informed him
that when these 2 teams play.
I'll want to watch.
Its going to be exciting.
I'm predicting 1-1 or like 0-0.
I don't know who will win.
Going to sherm's house to watch.
Woohooo!
Finally!
I hope this happens often.
Dear qiqing, has tuition.
So I can't watch it at her place.
YAY.
i'm going to wear RED no matter what. PIZZA CRAVING SATISFIED. I CRAVED PEPPERONI, had it at Dominos. Yummy.
Finger Lickin' good.
Went to Somerset with Liying and Hariz today. You know, I expected them to be late, so i took my own sweet time to get to somerset. Hoping to arrive later and not wait so long. Surprisingly Hariz was the first to reach! He took a cab down, $5 and hahahaha poor thing no one was there yet.
Liying organizer leh, LATE LATE LATE. Arrived like don't know what time.
Zizi had training, so i knew she will be uncontactable.
So we had dominos.
Ate until damn full.
Like damn full.
Had cold rock today too. I drank my chamomile with 2 refills. i don't care. 3.50 for a cup of tea alone, with no refills simply too ex.
so pardon my auntiness.
refills should be costed it.
how much does hot plain water cost?

Yay, so much fun today.
Random and Impromptu outing.
zizi set up a eating fund with the remaining 90cents from the change we received today.
how awesome is that.
boconcept.
shortcut to fareast.
candyempire and its JELLYBEANS are some of the highlights today.

North Korea Vrs Brazil tonight.
Who will win?
The result's pretty obvious. I finally finish watching Personal Taste.
Its really sweet.
Awwww man, korean men are like the best.
So thoughtful and so romantic and it just melts your heart.

Oh did I tell you.
I had a really weird dream last night.
I dreamt that rayu kidnapped a few of us, and i had to secretly call peiyun to come and save as a hero.
How awkward is that?
Its a dream!

I'm going to move on to new dramas!
Like Stars Falling From The Sky.
I hope.
Korean Men, they make you go guguggaga, and increases your standards for boyfriends don't they? Mrs Koh's adding pressure on me.
Pieces pieces pieces.
Haven't perfected it.
She's adding 2 extra lessons this week!
Today I saw her.
I'm seeing her tomorrow and on thursday too!
GAWD.
Its not like i DON'T practise.
I really practise.
Sigh.
My pieces.
Damnnnnnnnnnnn. piano is time consuming. What a day! It was really warm today! Like perspiring like crazy.
Then it rained, and it became more humid.
My skin was so sticky!
Today I experienced something different. A different cultural experience!
I attended Rahayu's brother's wedding.
I got to immerse myself in the malay culture.
Rayu was a great host.
Shuffling between here and there.
With her other friends and us.
I got to see how the groom wins over the bride.
and the rhythm of the drums were really good.
The bride was so pretty, rayu says thats cause the couple is treated like king and queen on their wedding day.
How nice! The decorations were beautiful, the shape/design of the multi purpose hall kinda blended in with the purple themed malay wedding..
PICTURESSSSS.

MSTs are over! I stayed away from the computer for 5 days. Proud of me?
But I'm not exactly disconnected from the world. I have my phone, which has wifi!
So missed me or not!
My long long naggy posts.
Heard that Miss Toh is back from Dalian, she's probably going to nag at us.
When she has fixed a date with us.
Yeah.
This MST hahahhaha what the heck la.
Need brain boost.
I mean, this is crazy, brain not functioning well.
you'll know what i mean if i have told you the
SILLY MISTAKES i've made.

Today, we celebrate by going out to BBQ CHICKEN. though zizi didn't get to eat her hot hot drums, and i didn't get to eat my olive luxury due to unforeseen circumstances. I had my traditional charbroiled chicken thingy.
Super nice.
Okay, walked around city square mall with xianjie, trina,xiu jun, jerina,ying xin, wuwu, zizi, therther and beth beth. Very big group right! Called clique combination okay!
10 people in total.
Zizi bought a cute ribbon clip, that koreans wear nowadays. act cute, but its sweet lah.
Then some people bought chopsticks for their hair i think?
Then slowly, slowly, numbers started dwindling and then left with xianjie, wuwu, bethbeth,therther,zizi and ying xin.
Headed to cineleisure to meet marcus and hariz, to watch karate kid! Thats what i call clique combination, see  how friendly and united we are as a course? Everyone from everywhere! No boundariess - Adam Lambert.
Karate Kid is awesome. Why do i sit with zizi all the time when theres fighting show ah.
JADEN SMITH HAS ABS FOR A 12 YEAR OLD.
HE IS SO CUTE.
AND HE MADE zizi and i teared when he still continued to fight that cheng in the tournament despite his broken leg. awwwwwww jaden smith!
and now waiting for xianjie to upload the photos.
ohohohoho. we took NEOPRINTS! HAHAHAHA cheap what. 12 dollars 9 people. Sigh. Tension today.
I guess therther's right.
its everyman for himself.
but think about it.
i rarely get to group with 02 people since i'm like in 01.
and most of the groupwork always single class.
then won't you just want to do your best for assignments?
i suppose people with the same goals work well together.
motivate each other, with the same purpose and stuff in order to achieve your goals right?
actually i think i think too much also.
let others take care of themselves.
i'm not ruling their lives.
we should just be courageous and do what we truly think is right.
how come we cannot freely express what we are thinking all the time.
we just guess what others might perceive.
i wonder how our actions impact those around us.
i know they have affected some in one way or another.
but its reality.
we think about ourselves all the time.
i'm sorry i'm not so noble, to think about others all the time.
its really human to err. to be selfish. to do things that benefit ourselves what.
communication is a problem. a barrier. something i wish we could overcome.

during brainstorming time for swp, a group of guys walked past me and i heard them saying that i got punished and had to sit outside class for punishment. wth, if you don't know what its about, don't crap. it annoys me to the max.

oh, and i think i'm not effective.
i don't know how to express myself properly lor.
as classrep.
its a total failure
didn't even manage to get the class's attention on my own.
even after i did.
not much responses.
it sucks, when you're standing in front of the class
and nobody responds.
because they are all leaving class for lunch.
or just can't be bothered to listen to you.
i should just be more vocal 
more bossy
hahaha and everyone will hate me.
bring a loud hailer to school so everyone can hear you!