Sigh. Tension today.
I guess therther's right.
its everyman for himself.
but think about it.
i rarely get to group with 02 people since i'm like in 01.
and most of the groupwork always single class.
then won't you just want to do your best for assignments?
i suppose people with the same goals work well together.
motivate each other, with the same purpose and stuff in order to achieve your goals right?
actually i think i think too much also.
let others take care of themselves.
i'm not ruling their lives.
we should just be courageous and do what we truly think is right.
how come we cannot freely express what we are thinking all the time.
we just guess what others might perceive.
i wonder how our actions impact those around us.
i know they have affected some in one way or another.
but its reality.
we think about ourselves all the time.
i'm sorry i'm not so noble, to think about others all the time.
its really human to err. to be selfish. to do things that benefit ourselves what.
communication is a problem. a barrier. something i wish we could overcome.

during brainstorming time for swp, a group of guys walked past me and i heard them saying that i got punished and had to sit outside class for punishment. wth, if you don't know what its about, don't crap. it annoys me to the max.

oh, and i think i'm not effective.
i don't know how to express myself properly lor.
as classrep.
its a total failure
didn't even manage to get the class's attention on my own.
even after i did.
not much responses.
it sucks, when you're standing in front of the class
and nobody responds.
because they are all leaving class for lunch.
or just can't be bothered to listen to you.
i should just be more vocal 
more bossy
hahaha and everyone will hate me.
bring a loud hailer to school so everyone can hear you!